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[Feb. 7th, 2010/11:06 pm] |
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omg how can anybody's nose look so awesome!!!!
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[Jan. 21st, 2010/03:11 am] |
  WHAT 2 DO? BOY V KUTE...I LIKE EH ;)
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[Dec. 31st, 2009/08:00 pm] |
I'mma type this post so that one day when I'm old and frail,
I can look back at this and recall what a sucky 2009 i had........
So in 2009........I think I grew weirder....
Ok basically many things happened this year
This year I lost a friend:Zephlyn.....I cannot deny that being friends with her, we've been through a lot tgt. Zephlyn's one of those friends I trusted a lot at one point in time that is. Hmmmmm....we did a lot tgt...We were always studying tgt(frm changi to holland to je library and all) I think I spent most of my 2009 with her. I won't forget how I'm always on the phone complaining to her about my family....I think I have a lot of memories with her becos we spent a lot of time around each other. Like I've always told Zoe, every place I go, there has to be at least smth that will remind me of Zephlyn. Ok and well Zephlyn did help me with somethings namely buying my ipod and all...I will not deny that I did treasure the friendship we had but well, things happened...I opened my eyes to a lot of things...People are not always what you think they are. I learn not to assume everyone will change to be the people you want them to be. I myself can't change to be the person my family want me to be much less a friend. Everybody is different in their own ways and if we can't click than it means we just can't click. No point trying. In this matter, I will not point my fingers and blame Zephlyn alone. I know I have my flaws too but I guess we two are just impossible. I maybe for all be a badass person inside but I just know I don't want a two-faced hypocrite for a friend. I am going to be more civil and I won't bring Zephlyn down. I'm glad we are over. It's good that I won't have to face a person like that any longer in my life. I can't be more than happy with the friends I have now.
This year I fell out with my two siblings and my parents a lot of time. Just when I thought things were getting better with me and my elder sister, things had to take a turn. My family members are all different from me. I am a very hot tempered person and my family do not agree with the way I am. It's very difficult to change becos Arians have strong self senses and are egotistical. Arians tend to perform in willful, rash and sometimes hotheaded ways. Everytime I try to open up, things just fall apart. This is why I shut my family off from my life. It's very hard to communicate with the people at home so maybe that's why I choose to seek better companions out there. And everytime I curse my parents and sisters, I only go to sleep with a terrible guilt that really burns my head a lot. I want to stop being like this cos it's a burden. Things are going to be hard but I'm going to try....Like Ms Pushpalm told me....time heals everything. Maybe with time, I can finally come out of my shell and open up to my family.
This year I fight fight with some friends but I only ended up growing closer to them....Clare and Isabelle...Haha...over hse practice....Maybe I was being too over-sensitive then. Thought they were angry with me so I shut myself but in fact there was nothing much to it. Becos we are da good people we together-gether became friends back. I luv my klik ;) I luv being with da klik haha these people are good people~~then got Zoe and Nurul.....not exactly fight....but cos i'm the baddest female sg city ever had....i went to bitch behind their back....i super damn jahat ah..but I'm glad I apologised before things got worst. When I saw how they actually forgave me and didn't really look much into it, I was actually silently guilty...I mean they were good people but me and my fat mouth.....now that we are all ok with each other, I'm going to change to make up for my evilness...I will be a better friend I sumpah!!
This year I also fight a lot. Haha the Weiqi issue was just the bombZ....Now when I think about it.....srsly?? I actually fought with ppl ygr than me??? wtf was i thinking man!!! That was the most childish thing I ever did this year...But come to think of it, why did i even try to stop this YoUnG gAlZ frm calling me chiobu ah??? Haha~~ok maybe i started it with the yam pie but tit for tat.....that's it... This is smth I want to erase frm my memory and forget forever!!~~I swear never to be this childish again. I will grow up.
This year my kpop hardcoreness grew wilder. I've literally gone mad becos of kpop. Kpop made me happy, angry and sad all at the same time. I can't believe how I used to watch hot blood and find the boys ugleh yet when they debuted last year I just instantly fell for their charms. Now in 2009 I'm like mad for the boys. I'm sick. And then BEAST and MBLAQ came out...wth...more eye candies O.O NAEGIYA CANDY!! Anw I realise I've got this like soft spot for JYP related artists. I luv WG then I luv 2PM, then I luv 2AM, then I luv 4MINUTE more than 2NE1 and now I luv BEAST and MBLAQ of cos......MBLAQ is bit off but rain was a part of jyp once so ok la counted also ah~~Kpop made me angry because the hallyu wave is making so many ppl fall into the kpop fandom. And it's so annoying when some of this ppl action ah say this one handsome ah that one handsome ah. Then action i like this song ah i like that song ah....Then they action do the hackysack dance/sorrysorry dance/abracadabra dance.....Then they won't stop singing nobody la and all the idol grps' songs...I mean hello if you luv kpop you must luv it as a whole(only SNSD excluded in my list).....And appreciate the good , outstanding singers not just the idol grps!!..Kim taewoo, JYP da man, Jinusean, Shinhwa, 1TYM and Insooni!! Insooni is a goddess ok~ If you don't know them then just stfu and stop actioning like you are one die-hard kpop fan ok! And of cos kpop made me sad becos kpop made jay's life hell.....haha ok i action only....i know jay's going to come back...i just know ok....he will come back with better abs and a raging fire in his heart and he will come back doing this: eh eh eh eh eh eh eh I'm PARK JAEBEOM....eh eh eh eh eh eh eh You gotta look at my wife~~then i'll be the one next to him HAHAHAHAH OK I WILL STOP my shiatzz^^
Anw 2009 was sucky. May 2010 be better. I'm still doing up my new year resolutions. I've decided to have one this year so that I have smth to guide me to move on.
Ok a few more hours to 2010....I'm counting down with mbc's gayo daejun rofl.....
MBC gayo daejun makes me miss wonder-bang so eff much man ;(
ANW, HERE'S TO A BETTER YEAR AHEAD!!! Let's all stay positive.....
O lvl people pls be more scared and stop partying alr k....... |
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[Dec. 7th, 2009/08:10 pm] |
  sedih...sedih....sedih dong my kawan fly already ;( da only puddycatdog^^ |
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[Nov. 21st, 2009/10:03 pm] |
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too freaking happy to sleep alr
yay yay yay!!! best male grp and artist of the year??!?!? hell yeah that's da 2PM we're talkin about!!!!
the boys seriously deserve it sooooo much after all the drama they went through
leadja should've been there...its so good to hear them mention jay ^__^
and luv my ang ang wooyoung!!! he was so kute when he stated crying ok~
and khun~~ i bet getting 'raped' on stage wasn't easy man.....
HAHA OK I NEED TO SHUT UP ALR
BEEN SPAMMING TWITTER AND FACEBOOK I'M LOSING CONTROL LOL
ok off to watch star king and we got married~ |
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[Nov. 14th, 2009/08:39 pm] |
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alamak everyday i is getting different false hopes
jyp n jay so cheeky la dey
aigoo dis macam, i'm going to die early la cannot c jayboo alr (zoe how???!?!?!?!?)
babO.....listen to my heartbeat ^__^ hehe^^ |
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[Nov. 13th, 2009/07:11 pm] |
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ahhh so happy, yummy comeback stage today~
badass choreography, ockCat so hot hot ^__^ huhu
i think I'm really liking dat weird ghost/zombie dance move
omg i picture j watchin frm seattle then trying them out with jhan lol
and finally a win for SS501 (always thought luv like this was better than ring ding dong!!)
today is really running smoothly~~
it's not a bad friday afterall.... |
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